I Wanna Say Good Bye....

Sitting with her eyes wet , contemplating about the beautiful yet painful moments ..... she thought n thought and kept on thinking...... when i happen to walk across her she noticed , broke her silence and just said.... " i wanna say good bye.... " Starteled with her words i stopped and dared to ask.... what??? and there was a deep silence in her eyes.... a moment when i could see a violent ocean in those deep blue eyes but something was stopping it...  something which was clearley visible on her face but not ready to come up.....
Those were the moments , moments of truth , of realisation , of deep pain and of deep love....
 i could not stop myself thinking about her , could not stop myself from saying... True Love Hurts.....

Yes indeed , and then again I was on the same line of thought.... True Love.... Not only a relation between a girlfriend and a boyfriend , but a relation between any two people who truly care about each other , who have that unspoken slience between them, the urge to remain the same always for each other... the promise to stand by whenever need be....
and parting from those brings tears.... i feel its not the parting its the love that brings tears... and then when u have too much of it.... u end up shaking yourself and telling yourself that u will not take it any more for urself , and that you just want to get away from all this and not hurt yourself ,  and u will not have any more 
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But is it possible for a person who has a beautiful heart full of love not to have any more of true love ...... and there i was speechless in front of her again... with so many thoughts and words creating a turmoil in my heart.... standing speechless......

can " We Ever Say Good Byee..."

Expectation.....

Expectations.............
Another important associate to relation.... This is weird but true to all the things and people we are linked with
WE  EXPECT.....
We plant a seed ... we expect it to grow fine and give us fruits and flowers....
We have new vehicle ... we expect it to do well with us....
We have a new neighbour.... we expect them to be courteous with us ... or may be the least that they should not be a problem for us....
We walk and every second person who crosses us .... we have this silent expectaion that he should not be a problem to us or for us....

So easy to say..... I don't expect anything from any one...... But so bitterly true We Expect from every one and every thing.....

Child has his expectations from parents , teachers and friends.......
Wife has her expectations from husband and husband from wife....
Parents have from children.... friend from a friend..... and on and on........
So true and inevitable .... another important associate of relation.... EXPECTATION....

The R's.....

The 3 R's of life

Relation....... Realisation........Revelation............

The backbone of every thing and every one around us. What is Relation? Who can define a relation? Almost every one and anyone can define it... the words would be different but the meaning would be the same.
A relation is a link between any two objects , any two people or to say any two things present in the universe... and now when I sit to write about it or u sit to read about it u may well agree with me... that Relation might be a small word to read or listen but it is amost everything around us. It is the base of everything.
 Realisation ....... to realise about the relation.... Be it Good or Bad .... Right or Wrong. It is the second and the important step attached to any realtion. You should be there with me? or ,You shouldn't be? Should this be the right way or the wrong way? ... every thing that we think about the realtion is the realisation of it.... we just don't pay importance to it....
 Revelation.... The third and offcourse equally important ....One can say that it is most important but the degree differs on every individual.... The revelation of our feelings about the relation... to the right person at the right time....